Life must Go On

I failed. I was too nervous. I slipped up.

But I would be even more stupid if I allow the anger and self-hate to continue to ruin the rest of my life.

"When there's a will, there's a way." If it fails, so what? How about top-up degree? Yes, it sounds pretty bad. But think of it this way:

You only need one more year to finish a degree, which is one year faster than those who're admitted into the advanced standing II places. If I transfer this negative energy into a motive to push me do better in my assignments and exams, there's still hope! I can still strive for an excellent grade in this semester! Don't you give up, Joyce! You're not that weak! (Tho you're sometimes a freaking coward) Don't let it pull you down and sink. You have to promise yourself to be the best among your classmates. Begin your new life again! Who knows what the future holds? It may be a better path for you outside. What you should do is to fight for being a First Honour graduate, and prove to employers what you've got!

Don't you give up. :)

Be your own best friend. Never beat yourself up again. Never. It just never end up well.

Embrace your imperfections. Allow yourself to make mistakes. One mistake won't cause an apocalypse. You still deserve to be happy. Don't punish yourself anymore.

Again, if you don't love yourself. No one loves you and see the good in you. Cos' when you hate yourself and feel inferior, it shows, and people will perceive you as exactly what you perceive yourself as.

Now, stand up and fight! There're more wars ahead waiting for you, and you have to overcome them one by one, until you can cross the finish line. Whether you win or not, it isn't important. What really matters is what you can learn along the journey and be a better self after all.

Stop comparing yourself to the others. It's only an endless road filled with pain and inferiority.

Look at yourself and see what you CAN do in the future, not what you've done wrong in the past.

Love yourself and everyone around you, learn to be a better self and live your life to the fullest. :D