Inside but Outside

Aunts, uncles, cousins... tens of them all around me, and I'm feeling all alone. Words flying pass me like bullets; children uncontrollably charging in different directions like hungry wolves; here I am, at the center of the impact, taking all these in me... 

Ever wonder how we speak the same language, but don't understand each other; how we are in the same house but also divided into separate 'houses'; and there I hide, at a corner, trying to find a place of my own...